Sunday, 22 July 2012

The Light in the Darkness of the World

It's 10:30pm, and I can't sleep.

My heart is aching, for there is so much violence going on in the world. It is all so senseless.  I know I am not alone in this sentiment, for I see it on the faces of so many, and read it in the words of my friends on my facebook, and see it echoed in the memorial services of those who have left us.  What is happening? Why all this violence?  

My soul cries out for a better world, and I know I am not alone.  Within this darkness, thought it may be hard to see, I can see, feel, hear, the light of love that is shining.  A love that will illuminate this world, and all the hearts of the people in it.

Though we may have lost our way, though we may have forgotten who we are, what we are, slowly, we are starting to remember.  We are starting to awaken and remember the deep love that we have for all beings everywhere.

In my life, I will do my part to create a better world.  I will love myself and fill my cup so that I can give to others.  I will love and honour my husband so that I can support him in creating a strong foundation for our family.  I will show my son what it means to live life alive, so that he can lead future generations into a world of peace. 

Though the darkness surrounds us, it only amplifies that light.

May the light of love, and the winds of hope wrap you in its embrace during this difficult time on this planet.

Wednesday, 4 May 2011

Your own best you!

Waking up this morning, I was filled with so much inspiration! The dark of night was transforming into the warm glow of a fiery sunrise. I could hear the sizzle of breakfast being made, and of course, my not so small dog curled up next to me.

As I sleepily opened my eyes, I couldn't help but be thankful for my amazing life.  After all I have so much to look forward to in this new day.  A new day to create my world... a new day for transformation.

By 8:45am, I had already showered, walked and fed the dog, done my rituals, prayers and meditation.  I was on fire! Then I got onto the computer and got got sucked into YouTube.  Uh on.. Trouble.

With my wedding just 5 short months away, and much planning and action to put into place, I really didn't have time for distractions... but against my better judgment I allowed myself to get sucked in! I started to watch some music videos.. you know for some musical inspiration but as I watched, I noticed that I stopped hearing the words of the music and my mind started to wonder into a negative pattern of thinking.  It began a little something like this:

"Wow, I like her look.  I wonder if that would look good on me.  Maybe if I curled my hair I would look more like her.  But then I would also need to wear the fake eyelashes too... oh and I like what she's wearing... I wonder if they have that in Canada... But her legs are slim, and she has a flat tummy so that's why she looks so good..."

Then I had to stop myself.  Why was I comparing myself to other women? Was it because we are conditioned to do so?

Stacey London, from TLC's what not to wear often says this on the show.  That you don't need to have anyone else style, it's about finding your own style! Its about looking into the mirror and really looking at yourself.  Do it naked if you can! And really look at yourself.  Look at your body and with an open mind just love what you see.   

I believe that when we look at our self and we say things like "ugh, I wish my butt was smaller, or my boobs were bigger" we only have those thoughts because we are comparing our self to others, when really, there is no competition.  That is the illusion that we have all bought into! And you know, wouldn't the world be such a different place if we didn't see others as the competition, but each person beautiful in their our own right?

As women, we need to re-define what it means to be a goddess.  Goddess is not synonymous with looking "perfect", or being slim, or having perfect legs, or long hair.  Its not about being a bitch, or putting others down, or about the kind of attention we get because of the way we look.  Being a goddess is about the way you live your life, moment to moment.  It is about embracing who you are, and loving yourself, no matter what you look like, because there is true beauty in all of us! It is about treating yourself well, and doing things that bring joy and passion into your life! 

When we begin to live from this place, when we can embrace who we truly are, only then can we embrace others for who they are... and in doing so, we TRANSFORM into the goddess, and you know what will happen in return? If women transform in Goddesses, then men will transform into Gods!

Now imagine living in a world where men and women walk the earth as realized Gods and Goddesses! How amazing would that be?

I'm 5'2, 155lbs, and a size 6-10.  When I compare myself to today's images of beauty, I fall short, but when I stop comparing myself to anyone, and just allow my self expression to shine, I'm beautiful.


So today, living as a Goddess, I'm going to take my hot yoga class this afternoon and practice in a sports bra and shorts, and look at myself in the mirror and love what I see.  I'm going to appreciate this physical body, no matter what it looks like, for I realize that it is a gift to me.  It is the vehicle that allows me to experience this physical life, to move in grace, and to share love, joy and passion.

This is just one way that I choose to put my best foot forward!

Peace be with you,

Ai-Linn

Tuesday, 3 May 2011

Light in a time of Darkness

I mourn the loss of thousands of precious lives, but I will not rejoice in the death of one, not even an enemy. Returning hate for hate multiplies hate, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness: only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate: only love can do that" 
-Martin Luther King, Jr.
 In recent light of what is happening around the world, especially with the news of Osama Bin Laden's death, I found this quote by Martin Luther King, Jr particularly fitting.  It was interesting to watch the reaction of people to the news of his death, some indifferent, some diplomatic, and others joyous.  
 For me, when I watched people cheering, and posting groups on facebook that celebrated his death, it saddened me, because his death, even with the kind of life that he lived, with the things that he did, was still the death of a human life.  I feel that for some strange reason, we have come to believe that we are all seperate.  That family mainly denotes either a close relationship or blood ties, but the truth is, we are all connected.  Therefore we are all family.  There are no strangers.
 Yes Bin Laden did things that hurt others, but haven't we all? It may not be on the same scale, but who are we to judge? If we are to judge, we can only judge our own actions and how we choose to behave in any given moment.  As we all are responsible for what is happening on this planet. 
 I believe that Martin Luther King, Jr had a point when he said that we can only fight the darkness with light.  That hatred and anger will only breed more hatred and anger.  And that love and forgiveness, kindness and understanding are the way of the future... unless we want to continue to live in a world filled with war, starvation and indifference.  Yet at the same time I have hope.  I have hope because I realize that I am the key to creating a better world.  And you know what? So are you. 
Sometimes we may feel that in order for things to change, our world has to first change. But it is exactly the opposite.  In order for the world to change, we ourselves must first be willing to change.  
Peace be with you,
 Ai-Linn 

Thursday, 21 April 2011

Setting Yourself Free Through Ancient Initiation

I recently resigned from my full time job as a home care nurse with one of the largest community agencies in Toronto.  When I told my other nursing colleagues of this, I was met with a mixed response of "good for you!" and "oh my God! Why did you do that?"

To be quite honest, the reason why I did this was simple.  I am worth so much more than what my employer said I was worth.  I felt like a modern day slave, and I had to set myself free.  I know that there are many people who can relate to this.

I think what saddened me the most yesterday was when I heard my older co-workers make comments like "well you're young, you still have time to pursue your other gifts and talents, but for us older ones it's too late."  This is NOT TRUE!! It is NEVER too late to live your dreams and passions now!! We were all given unique gifts, and when we don't share them the tapestry of life is less vibrant. 

You see, when we allow others to put a cap on who we are, to determine our worth we forget who we truly are.  We forget that we are NOT our name, or our job, or the various titles like mom, dad, sister, brother, friend... So then I ask you, WHO ARE YOU? or better still WHAT ARE YOU?   Do you believe that you are more than just human.

The miracle of this physical life is mesmerizing, yet we forget that we are spirit embodied in this physical body.  As spirit we have limitless potential, and therefore when we realize this we need to awaken this potential now.

Many of us want to inspire the world and the people around us, but if we ourselves are not willing to live as free spirits, then we cannot lead the way.

The most powerful way to set ourselves free is through the Life Activation and Empower Thyself Class which ends in initiation.  At the end of this class the student is initiated as an Adept Initiate and is given 10 time the empowerment to take their life to a whole new level. 

"The Modern Mystery School has initiate classes that are designed to specifically address these issues [of the soul]. Our teachings come from an ancient lineage, but directly address the contemporary issues that people are struggling with in their daily lives. Our classes allow people to make quantum leaps in what they view as being possible in their lives. They help to create dramatically higher levels of satisfaction and a deep sense of purpose in people's lives." -Gudni Gudnason Grand Master Teacher in the Modern Mystery School

Whether you're a student, parent or CEO this class opens you up to the deeper mysteries of life, human nature, and begins to give you the tools to work with and understand how energy flows.  This class address all facets of human existence, and  teaches you how to create and strengthen all areas of your life.

This class is taught by a certified guide in the Modern Mystery School and is taught over two days.  The cost of this class is $650.

Some of the most brilliant people who walked this earth had this initiation, and it's no wonder they are still remembered to this day for their amazing contributions.  People such as Leonardo Da Vinci, Sir Issac Newton, Carlos Santana, Stephen Hawkings, Joan of Arc, Aristotle, William Shakespeare, Nicola Tesla, Carl Jung and so many more!

For more information please contact me at: ailinn.henderson@gmail.com or visit our website at: www.mmscanadianhq.com

If you don't live in the Greater Toronto Area, I'll connect you the a guide in your area, or country that can help you!

Peace be with you,

Ai-Linn

Awakening your deepest potential, through the Life Activation!

Have you ever asked yourself why you are here, and what your supposed to be doing with your life?

If you have, rest assured that you are not alone! Many people have, and many people are waking up with this inner yearning to truly understand their life's purpose.  If you feel lost or confused, this is a good thing because it means that you are ready! You are ready to stop resisting what you are meant to do, and live your life more fully!

Do you know what your life's purpose is? If you don't, you're about to find out, and it's kinda a big deal!

You see, many of us feel and know in our hearts that we have tremendous purpose in this life.  But often times our negative egos shut us down and keep us playing in the little league.  But if you could truly see who you are, you'd never play small again.  You'd live each moment as if it were your last- making every second count!

When we feel depressed, hopeless, or sad it is because we are not living in joy! We are not living in this present moment, where if we did- if we were fully present in THIS moment, there would be no fear, no sadness, no hopelessness.  There would only be potential. The potential to create all things! How amazing is that?

One of the tools that is now available to all being on this planet to help you discover your life's purpose is a Life Activation.

For thousands of years the ancient mystery schools (also know as the university of the soul) has used this tool to help open a person up to their life purpose.  This activation heightens your intuition, clears out negative thought patterns, improves memory and brain function and so much more.

The energy exchange for this session is $150- well worth the investment! This session comes with a full energy balance, a mini reading, the activation and a high vibrational tincture.  There are many certified life activation practitioners from around the world, so if you don't live in the the Greater Toronto Area but you would like to find a practitioner send me an email and I'll connect you to the right person!

ailinn.henderson@gmail.com  I also strongly advise you to check out the website for more information at:
www.mmscanadianhq.com

I know for me, the Life Activation changed my life, and after I had this done, I notice that I started to make decisions from a place of empowerment and deeper understanding!